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WOW!!
Almost 2 months I didnt update my blog, was so busying with my life...
What am i up to now?? Im working now at hospital fatimah, well alot of my friends thought it will be something to do with medical thingy, but its not, I'm in the IT dept. just helping along about the connection of PC in the hospital. Quite a different job though, but its a good experienced for me to have an job experienced for my future..
All my colleagues here are very nice to me, and I get long with them quite well though..
But I'm just a part-time guy not full time, so have to get ready to go out anytime if they find a new person for replacing me..
I just got back from InteYo Leadership Traning Camp which been held in Adeline's Rest House,Gopeng, Four words....Amazing, and Simply Irresistable.
This LC0409 was more happening than LC0308, but still the sweet memories just sweap away, all the activities and all the sweet things that happened just so hard to forget, for me I had assisted a group which was called Ultimate-5...I was partned with Yuen Si, new comer for our Facis Team, they are so many things that had happened during the camp and I cant start from where..because their's are so many things to say and just so little time to say...
If you guys wanna know more what happened view my InteYo blog, I will write the complete thing there....
Oh,yea Im thinking of continue studying soon but not sure when ...
I felt abit upset because alot of my friends are going to continue study, Preeya told me she will be having exams next month and IF she past that exam then she can go to Indonesia to do her dream course which is "vert"...she is an animal lover,so I'm quite upset now but what can I do more with it?? Right???



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OMG!

what a week..and what a month...what a busy month for me....
will update my latest story to you guys soon...
chao..

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Memoirs Of PLKN

Its been 2 years I left national services', I joined the 4th series and the 2nd batch in 2007, so many great memories and sweet experienced that I went through, well some of the great experienced that really changed my life which was I gradually lost 30kg after the programme, if I didn't joined the programmed I won't changed this much, I felt great since then, I still keep in touch with most of my friends in national services and I even miss most of the great moment there..hope to go back and experienced it all over again..

My dorm 4 friends, really miss all of them..

Firdaus and Ang, my two best friends, one in kota bahru and another one in taiping, really miss them so much..

I was somehow behind the line, we performed a Kawad Show for the "Parents' Day", we had so much fun that time..wish I could do it again..=)

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Political Drama

The most anticipated and dramatic political case ever in Perak recently burst into wars this whole week, with the arriving of our new election assemblyman last year which given the majority party to PKR or more famous known as the Party Pakatan Rakyat had won last year's 11th elections, but now the story has turn it upside down where the reporters heard some rumours from the left hand side party where this three assemblyman's who quit from PKR had been "pinched" by the other party, what a story and what a day in Ipoh where most of the citizens kinda blur of hearing all these nonsenses that started to spread since August last year, well it's actually kinda funny when we're looking at these kind of situation, I read our former PM's blog, Dr.Mahatir stated that "why Umno so desperate on doing this kind of thing"..no one can aswered that question because we're living in the world of pretending, everyone's pretending to be good and when the reporters' asked any question to the great leader, they will turn the story over and start to blaming others', for me as the citizien of Perak, I felt very upset and ashame to our situation here, this not supposed to happened..
Nevertheless, no one can be blame in this situation, its pointless of talking this thing over and over again because they will be no end point of this disscussion...


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Birthday Girl

We went out to celebrated Preeya's birthday at last, we thought of having it in Pizza Hut, but I told Preeya that the services were quite awful and the places were quite crowded that time, so we went to the Hong Kong cuisine near red-box, just us four, me, preeya, sai mun, and nigel, we had so much fun though, were talking about everything, MADSoc... our lives.... Preeya's plan is to become a teacher... well we talked quite a lot though, I gave her my present, it was just so simple a hand bag with a red strips which is called Bally(one kind of brand) and a stawberry body lotion by the Body Shop, she liked so much, I was very glad that she like's it...

We continued to chat and chat, Preeya told me that she's not sure if she can make it for the training this weekend, sigh, she told me that she really wanna be a facis but not sure if she's free that day because of certain reason..

Preeya told me about her plan to choose teacher, I was very surprise that she told me about that, but she said she still in consideration about it, I still have another gift for Preeya, which is a card I wrote special for her, but I havent finish write it, thought of giving her during the weekend, but now I'm still not confirm if she's coming or not...

After talking with Preeya quite long, Nigel and Sai Mun left to go somewhere, and Preeya seems like curious to know where their were going, I told her that I had no idea on what they were up to..

But I guess she knew about it, after awhile they came back with a cake..

Preeya were so happy, and told me that she's so happy to gather with me and the rest of them and also to received my present, she really loved the handbag and the lotion I gave to her...

But I told her that I'm so sorry that I couldnt managed to gather everyone because most of our old schoolmates were busy and working that day..

So, I'm quite dissapointed but she told me that she really had so much fun...Well, I felt happy to have this great best friend ever, so grateful...

Nigel, eat the cake!!!

Sai Mun also got a little bit of taste of the nice cake...

a nice rasberry cake with a chocolate in it..

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Busy Week

Preeya sms me this morning and informed that she might be available tonight or maybe tomorrow night, so I called her just now and asked her about tomorrow afternoon, because without certain reason that tomorrow is actually a public holiday for Perak citizen, shit I almost forgot that Mabel ajak me go together with them to Taiping for the facis meeting in Taiping, so I might cancel the trip to Taiping though, so I have to do some phone calls to some of our friends in ACS under MADSoc, havent sure about the places though but will try to gather everyone for lunch tomorrow afternoon...

My ankle slighty recover after I woke up from my bed this morning, so I might be going to the meeting this evening, I asked my Brandon to send me back home though because normally I dont have transport to go back home though...
Still not sure what they will discuss during the meeting, have to go there then will know..

This whole week for me is the busiest week ever, this wednesday I wanna go to school and help out with the drama thingy and on thursday might be going to the centre to help out with the materials, and have to pack my stuff for this weekend foundation training though, and another one thing, I planned to join Brats this year, Brats is one of the most amazing workshop organised under The Star newspaper for youth age between 16-20, so luckily that I'm still 19 so wont miss the chance this year, last year I was supposed to join it, but because of my exams and school activities I could not make it though but this year I'm a bit free so will try to join it, but before that I have to write an english essay and hand up before 15th of february and then I will know if I can join the workshop for next month session or not, the venue will be held in Melacca ...exciting, right? Because I never been to Melacca, so planned to join Brats and hope can gain more experience in journalism though....it will be fun!

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Ouch!

My planned to gather everyone for Preeya's birthday party destroyed because she's not sure if she can make it because of certain reasons...haix..I called her this afternoon and asked her is she's free tomorrow night, because I will might be going for the Inteyo committe meeting tomorrow evening, so thought of having a small little party for Preeya at jusco where it's quite near to her house, its been 3 years we are friends, I hope this year I can planned something special for her, last year I organise a party for her at school, not really a party just like cutting cake, kfc and pizza hut at school, how cool was that? But this year, I'm clueless, really out of point of how to planned a party for her, a simple and gather most of her close friends, I message one of Preeya's long long best friend, Yi Wei, asked her what she's planning for Preeya, she's also not sure...Her birthday is tomorrow and I cant decided where to bring her or how many people should I invited because the birthday gal aint confirm coming or not...haix



When to hiking today, it was fun but I was extremly tired after finished the hiking, it was enjoyed to meet all the team once again, even though not all turn up but quite a nice journey though, Eric was talking non-stop about everything, teasing my name...RED-za to BLUE-za..and so on...
It was great to bond with the ex-campers, quite a number this year that will turn up for the foundation training camp this weekend, oh yea, I had been informed by Su Ern that I'm once again one of the committe members', so I have to attend for the meeting tomorrow evening...

Got back home around 1 something...restless and damn tired, I asked my brother,Brandon to called me, we had a very very long talked about some issue, kinda bothering me...but I feel better after finished talk with him, he advised me a lot though, about the issue that I'm worried about, but now everythings' OKIE already, well I hope so...

Woke up from my nap at 3.40pm, got a called from my old old friend in St.Micheal ajaked me go out for badminton, I told him that I sakit whole badan, he insist me to go also, then I cannot say a word more, he fetched me at home and we went to play badminton around his house which is near First Garden, my legs quite painful already but then I still continue play...
Until the 2nd set, I can felt that my legs were very heavy...bad sign..
OUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I sprained my right ankle...sweet..
Nothing much can I say....
You guys sure can imagine how my style of walking right now..
haiz...


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What's on TV today

Well,well, season 8 of American idol has returned on screen, this time there's a new judge in town,Kara, it's going to be more dramatic and interesting, and there's more kissing part this time, just on wednesday episode where paula and kara were kissing each other, what a drama,nothing more important then doing publicity, well as for some of them they are more talent starts this year,fresh born stars and incredible personalities, thats what they(this four judges) looking for...

continue with the updates with the next episode of this hit series....

starworld,channel 711,wednesday and thursday,8.30pm.

dont miss it..

Talking about chinese drama, lately this is one new

taiwanese drama series called Miss No Good, the

rating in Taiwan itself was one of the best drama in their country,Xiao Hua (Rainie Yang), a bubbly Taiwanese girl has the style of something no one can name. Xiao Hua has no intentions of changing the way she looks and dresses until her elementary school classmate, Jia Si Le (Dean Fujioka) comes back from Japan. Jia Si Le is deeply in love with Xiao Hua, despite coming back to Taiwan for an arranged marriage with Jiang Mi (Chen Yan Yi). Jia Si Le does whatever he can to get Xiao Hua to be his girlfriend.

One day, Xiao Hua meets Tang Men (Wilber Pan), the famous, poison-tongued fashion verdict who happens to be Jia Si Le's best friend, when her motorcycle breaks down. The two share a taxi, only to argue over each other's sense of style, and Tang Men angrily storms out, unwittingly leaving an expensive pair of scissors behind. Later, Jia Si Le holds an elementary school reunion party and invites both Tang Men and Xiao Hua. Tang Men meets Jiang Mi, who tells him that she and Si Le gave each other one year to find their true loves before submitting to his parents' will for them to be married. Also, after being pushed into a swimming pool and being told by her former classmates that she has no sense of style, Xiao Hua decides she will change her image so as not to embarass Si Le.

The next day, when Tang Men's assistant comes to Xiao Hua's shop to look for the lost pair of scissors, Xiao Hua decides to use them to blackmail Tang Men and get him to teach her how to be an upper-class woman. As Tang Men and Xiao Hua spend more time together, they slowly begin to realize their feelings for one another, though they initially deny them. Meanwhile, Jiang Mi, who is currently dating Tang Men, asks him to get close to Xiao Hua so that she can get Si Le back. Tang Men, who finds Xiao Hua annoying and loud, suddenly sees Xiao Hua's inner beauty and falls in love with Xiao Hua without even realizing it. What will Jia Si Le do to get Xiao Hua back? Will the two best friends split apart because of Xiao Hua? What will Jiang Mi do to Xiao Hua? How will Jiang Mi get Tang Men back?

Catch it from monday-friday at 8tv,8.30pm.

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All About Making The Right Decisions..

Tonight is the outing night with the rest of the inteyo gang, but I still havent make up my mind yet, why so hard for me to make a decisions??

1. No $$

2.No transport

3.Parents not feeling well...

4.My house abit far from jusco..

So,that's it, I'm not going, some of my friends told me that even though I'm already 19 years old but I more like an 15 years old boy, stuck at home with internet,books and tv, is it wrong??
Chee Yuen called me the other day and asked me to come for the gathering tonight, feel a bit guilty if I didnt turn up, haix, will try my best to make it though, thought of asking my brother,Brandon to send me back home, but dont want to trouble him so much though, see first how it goes...

Just got back from school, like I said, I will woke up late again, so I reached school around 9.25am and I straight away entered our school auditorium, well not much turn up, mostly I were chatting with Preeya and Nigel, I'm very excited that she will come for the foundation training next weekend, of course it will be damn fun, were talking with Marriane, my senior from ACS, we worked together in our last school play in 2006, I asked her about her work, I'm kinda free lately, so thought of asking her about a job, not that long until we chat, around 1am I have to came back home because my dad have some stuff to do, so he fetched me and here I am now...
Well, about tonight, I will think again if wanna go or not, will have to call my brother to ask if his going or not, and asked either he can fetch me back home or not..have to make the right decisions though...


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Chinese New Year Blast

I was very surprise when I woke up this morning(usually 11something) there was a letter for me on the table, my mum told me about the letter.

I was wondering who had send me a pink envelope letter, I opened it and saw it was a Chinese New Year Card, I was so happy and so surprise, it was my baby from inteyo, Samantha Chew, she was one of the campers' in my group which I guide, Banana-mana, weird name right, but that's why they called it Banana-mana, she's so nice, eventhough I'm not a chinese well I do celebrate everything if it's related to holidays..haha, but very surprise to received a gong xi fa cai card from her...so others facis please dont be jealous..hahaha..

Talking about inteyo, chee yuen called me this evening and invited me to join them for karaoke tomorrow night at jusco, still havent make my mind yet, plus my house kinda far from jusco, and I have to inform her by tonight..
well she told me that most of the facilitators' from LC1208 will be there and some of the new members' even my bro also will be there, so have to think want to go or not, it's been so long I didnt meet them all...
will make my decision...
Oh, yea my singapore trip has been canceled this week, I dont know how many times my trip to singapore has been canceled, because my cousin whose staying in singapore working with Singapore Airlines, so only can go to his house when his around, but turn up that he have to stand-by for this weekend..
Tomorrow heading back to school for the drama pratices, helping them up with the next play which will be "the phantom of the opera", cool right? But, its' required a lot of singing though more than acting, so I will be heading to school with Preeya tomorrow morning, I promised Preeya that I will meet her up at school at around 8 o'clock, but not sure IF I can wake up that early,lately I always slept very late, watched Friends' at starworld, watched those cooking show by jamie oliver at 2am at Travel & Living, so kinda wake up very late every morning..going to be hard for me to wake up early tomorrow morning though..


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I'm Back!!!

Good Day Mate!
sorry for the delayed of my latest story..
was away for quite sometime, when to KL for the gathering, attended a workshop, met my old friends and the long holiday for the Chinese New Year, so much story to tell but don't know where to start from.
A lot of my friend asked me why my last posted was titled about "running away"..
whose actually I'm running from? And why did I do that? Dont worry guys, the problem already solved between me and someone..should I said "someone" ..haha..
Thats not important anymore..whats important is that I'm Back!

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Last monday, when I was in KL, Mabel from Inteyo send me an sms and informed me about the Faciliatators' Foundation Training Camp, not a camp actually, mostly like a workshop because it going to held it indour so no physical activity at all..
mostly based on what we as a facilitator should have when attend for a camp...
it's going to be held on the 7th,8th and 9th of February..
and you know what it's going to be so much fun according to her...haha..
mabel was laughing when I called her, well it will be fun and I heard a lot of people will turn up for the 3 day and 2 night camp..

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One of My Best Friend Forever (BFF), Preeya's birthday will be on the 2nd of feb,last year I organised a surprise party for her after our Drama Practise,oh yea,Preeya was the President and I was the Vice President of the Music & Drama Society (MADSoc), so there was how we knew each other, but actually our first time spoke to each other was during the Badminton practise in 2007, so it was quite a journey for both of us, she's like one of the best friend ever in the entire world, and our relationship keep getting stronger and stronger..
back to the story here, I really dont know what to planned for her birthday party this year, but she had told me that she's coming for the Foundation Training during the weekends, so I thought of having a small party for her, nothing much, just a cake, and Inteyo celebration of birthday is quite unique though..
She had said once that she really want a new handbag, not really a handbag, just a bag for her to put her stuff, not pink, I know she Hate PINK! haha..
erm, I bought a bag from my sister's friend, a branded handbag,but with a cheap prices, but still not sure IF she like it.
Or maybe I have to find something else for her..
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A month I didnt meet my brother, Brandon, the last time we went out was on the 27th of december last year..
Everyone is busy with their life though including both of us, when I'm in ipoh and tried to asked him out for lunch but he's always busy with his work but whenever his free and he went for hiking with the inteyo gang last week I was not around in Ipoh..haix
It seems like faith,haha...
Like what had happened during the LC1208 camp last december, where during the hugs session, there was one round which Mabel asked us to gave the person opposite us a "1"..
How God knows' about this where it happened when I was opposite my own brother,Brandon,
it seems like everything faith, a very weird faith, I felt really upset and despair that time even Brandon also was upset with that, I was crying like hell..
And when came to the second round,almost 4 or 5 person to reach him, Mabel asked us to stop because it was going to rain..
haha..
How magic it was, but I dont mind actually because I know he always be there for me when I need him...


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Running Away

dear to all my reader's

i will take a short time off..
will updated my blog soon as I return back to my normal mood..
sorry..

Asiaworks Gathering

Five months ago, I attended a workshop organised by of the NGO in Petaling Jaya, which is called Asiaworks Foundation, me and another 7 of our group that represented Perak Family Health Association were among the participants and you know what..we were the youngest group of people there..haha, it was fun, I learned a lot from that Course and it really changed part of my life, and I really became a new person after that..After that 3 days workshop, it's very hard for us to keep in touch because some of us were in KL,Ipoh and even there's some in Singapore!! So, I planned the gathering since I'm SOOO FREE!! The gathering will be held on the 17th of January 2008(saturday) at 7.30pm dinner at Chilis,KLCC, it's just to gather everyone from the workshop..not only particapants but I also do invite some of the facilitators' also. It will be fun and enjoy to get everyone together and keep our friendship strong and even share our thoughts and experienced ..Oh God! Means that on the 16th of january I have to go to KL,maybe in the morning..in the same time I can visit my niece in Shah Alam...
So,for those who knows other Asiaworks participants please do spread the news..It will be great to meet everyone again..

This was after the graduation night, it was fun to seen everyone so happy and enjoy after the workshop..4

During the break with Chen Chang, one of my best friend, his now in taiping, also one of the inteyo facis'...

Me, Seng Hoe(big bro) and Sham(cute sis), they all are like 14 years older than me but we get long very well..

Me, Farid, Chen Chang, Ainaa and Li-Shan, all from FHA Perak, Inteyo gang rockzz!!! haha..

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Law or Medicine Part 2

3 hours and 40 minutes ago..

My sister got back Ipoh for the weekend, so I took this chance and try my shot to asked her about my problem, which is either I have to choose Law or Medicine..And this is how it goes....

In entered her room and sat at the end of the corner. Thinking of what to say, should I say? Yea, I shoul give a try..

Me:Sis, wanna tell yea' something..

Sis:Sure, what's up? (playing with her handphone, sms-ing with her boyfriend i guess)

Me:I have to register for my University Application next month, I was thinking a lot this few days about what I wanna choose..

Sis:Yea?? So, do you make up your mind already?? (still with her handphone)

Me:Well...I do..but,errmmm...what do you think IF I put LAW as my second item..(they should have 6 item I guess)...I thought It will be hard for me to find work if I put all those nonsense course(what am I talking about ...*%&$%#$)..my point is, I actually think about Law a lot..so..ermmmm..what do you think???? (stare at my sister's face)

Sis:Ermmm...well, are you sure that's you really wanted to do?? Law is easy to find work..it's not hard but it's BORING (making her face expression)...reading files,listen to other people's story..and you even have to be really strong outside and inside.It's aint' that easy..

Me:I can..who say I cant..(defending myself)

Sis:Well..if u insist of taking it..then I will support you..(I know she will,then she laughed)..remember back when I was studying, I'm were like so proud..Woa,future Lawyer..but when reached at this level..feel very exhausted and bored sometimes..but everyday is a different challenge.People will looking at you and people will respect you, yes they will, either lawyer or doctor, both is still an honour job..but I more perfer if you can continue with Medicine.Law is easy to find job, when you graduated you can easily find job, you can even work under me, that's not a problem when you know someone inside(she smiled)..but you have to really make up your mind about this..this is something serious, is about your future and your future is just started..you going to be 20 this year,so you should take everything seriously,but whatever happens I will always be there for you, dont worry.

Me: Thanks..sis..(I smiled)

well,this is just getting started..I know how my sister will react now,she's very please and OK with it but how about my parents,its' my parents dream to see me become a doctor..hard to say about what's going to happen.

will be continued

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All the way from Europe

A few weeks ago, i got a called from my sister who's actually staying in Switzerland, she married with a swiss guy..and for 5 years married they have 2 kids, it have been almost 2 years i didnt see my niece in switzerland..how they all grow up so fast, most probably they wont remember me when they meet me....i will like to share some of their photos' with you guys...

This is Rafeal Omar, his going to be 2 years old this year, last time I met him was in 2007..so fast time flies....

This is Saira, Omar's elder sister, going to be 3 years old this year..and the guy with her is her father..Ralf Rheiner, what a nice picture..snow last 2006..i miss Saira so much..

This is my two little niece, Saira on the left and Rafeal on the right side..so cute both of them..Miss them so much..even though they are in europe right now but our hearts always close to each other..

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Magical Dream Came to Life

After my friday prayers, raja sms-ing me and asked me to go out..Raja was one of my best..best..friend since I was form 1..he knows all about me and his like one of my closed friend ever..

So..we went to Jusco, and I told raja..how about we go watch a movie..its been a while since I didnt watch any new movies, yea' know EXAMs..so we went to watch this wonderful movie ever.."Bedtime Stories"..

The movie was fun,full of excitment and just really hard to resist, one of my favourite scene was the raining gum ball..it's really funny and hilarious to watched adam sandler(Skeeter Bronson) with his umbrella with all those thousands of gum ball around him..another one of my favourite part was during adam sandler and his co-partner Keri Russell(Jill) on the bike, it was such a journey, it was just a perfect show, suitable for family, couples(ehem-ehem), and especially to kids..hehe..Since when I became a film review..

After that shows over..I was surprised to saw one of my friend,

Hui ling from Inteyo working at the TGV counter..I knew she worked there but didnt actually realise what time her shift is..So we just chat for awhile because my friend was waiting for me..and i snaped one photo of her..hehe..hope she's not angry with it..I know she wont..

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Law or Medicine Part 1

For the past two days and a half..I think a lot about what i'm going to do in the future..what will I like to be..when I will start my work ..it really struck me as I don't actually have the answer
What should I do now? I really clueless and no way to turn to..
When I asked to choose the field that I want when I was in Lower 6 which is in 2007,
I was thinking again about this two major field, which is law and medicine, by the way my sister is a lawyer, so she asked me not to continue with law, because it's very tough..but in my mind..nothing is easy in this world, I just followed my heart when I finally took Biology as my co-subject for the one and half year to come..
Until now, i think i'm not sure about my decisions because what had i done in my chemistry paper 1 and 2, i really screw it up..it's a mistake for me..i should look back on my own weakness..but in the same time i dont think it's a waste of one year and half at form 6 because i learned a lot there..friendship, the methods of studying, leadership, communication skills and even my english improved a lot since i entered form 6..
But now, i have to take this two major thing seriously...my first choices is medicine but my second choices goes to law...it's really hard to make a decisions because i really like this both subjects which is biology and history..but now i have to think carefully and take this thing very very serious because this is about my future..I planned to start working when i'm 26 or 27..so this year i have to start studying again..and i have more than a month to think about what i'm going to do..WOW!! Everything getting serious and more real..
Hui Ling asked me to go do some observations..like go to court and to the hospital..it's a good idea because what we're watching in the television is actually way much different from what happen in real life..maybe i should go visit those court and sit there and observed what actually really happen..it will be fun but i have to really know..this is might my future looks like..
Law or Medicine..

will be continued

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The Most Dark Evil Dream Ever!!!!

My heart pumped very fast...
Lup-dup..Lup-dup..Lup-dup..
My hand were frezzing and sweating like hell!! No words can described how I felt that particular time, only god knows..It was my STPM result slip, is ON MY HAND!!! My hand were shaking and continue to shake...my brain stops functioning and everything around me just STOP..
i opened the slip into two pieces of paper. I took a deep breath and finally took a glance on my results. 1A 2B and 1C.......A for Pengajian AM????? It could not be???? and C for Chemistry??? Shouldnt I get D for chemistry??? I started to realised, is this true??..Is this my results???
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I woke up, feel relieved..it was just a dream..a bad and awful dream ever, no one could imagined how it felt. I shaked my head and felt very painful at my head..headache i guess...No one around, just only me..again..this is the most dreadful dream ever in my entire life! My future really depending on this one piece of paper that will determine my future..
How incredible that dream sometimes can come true..but for my case it would not happen, people always asked me not to think too negative or think too much, but the problem is I already done badly in my exams of course I will end up with a bad results..right? i deserved that kind of dream...Serve me good..

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Cold and Silent night in Ipoh

Cant really sleep well this few days...
My family problems..exam results coming out soon and what's going to happen with my future..really get me awake all night...hard to resist all this problems..
Recently this sleeping problems really hits me off and kinda hard to get through it..Sometimes i do some light excercises to make myself tired but at the end i had to take a cool shower..
Sleeping at night just would not work for me anymore..i can sleep for an hour or two. After that i wake up and cannot continue back my sleep..it's just like my eyes been glue to widely opened until dawn.. At my surprise, i still dont feel sleepy until 11.00 in the morning, but after lunch i will feel tired and the best placed to be is on my wonderful luxuries queen size bed..haha..an hour..or even sometimes until 4 hours!!!
So many things in mind, just like right now...cant actually shut off my brain but still thinking about what's going to happen tomorrow...
Perhaps this way of typing few words at least will make me a little bit sleepy, but i guess it does not...It's a cold and silent night out there..no stars nor moon out there..just me alone..who still sitting infront of this pc and typing all this crep for you all to read. What the heck, you guys wont understand how i feel here..is just like staying in another world..a world without day and night..ONLY ME..

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