A Thin Line

I was there, that time when there was the moment for us to remember, we cherish those moment that might never re-visited us for a long distance of time, and here we are looking outside waiting for the right moment to come to just telling the whole world that you want your old life back, how much you missed those people you've lost along the way, how much you hated to be alone while it's raining outside, a mug of nescafe wouldn't cure the event in your heart because you know that you will forever has this lump in your throat and your heart just stop functioning to the time when you realized for us to move on to the next phase of life.

You and Me, we just in this line where we choose to go, and this line can never be broken unless if you choose to. But this society of heart is just too hard to resit the temptations to said how much I miss our old conversation back in the old days, how much those time has grown us apart and make us a better human being for now where it belongs.

Those perplexed moment we had, was just memorizing and those line we said its simply untouchable by anyone to my mind, this whole sub-conscious of mine is just for now to remember and no more to be in mind as long as we shall behave well in our own spaces, and this has thus created a thin line between us, and it will be broken one day, and that time you are like a bird ,free to go from my circle of life when it's the right time for the both of us..

redz

Restructure

Nothing can happen between us without me not knowing that you do not belong with me anymore. Is this the end of it? Is this the beginning of something amazing? Yes, I know its maybe too late to go back to our old song and sing it out loud, but that's what you want, isn't?

Life is just simplest thing that we plan for it, but again who are we to put in anyway we like it? So far, I came across many people that just didn't have any goals or dreams in their life, but just they take it life to be simple, simple as in do the normal routines, without hesitate they continue to developed their living skills,ie with others.

To be that person who you wanna be for your love one is hard especially when you have double personalities- like one of my friend who appeared to be fine at work,mingle around,laugh around but instead at home he is another person, he don't feel comfortable with his own family, regardless any situation he just excluded himself from being part of the journey, well who are we to judge why he did such a thing? But isn't better for us to be forming into a better creature to our own flesh and blood, and putting all those silly stuff that happens in the past just back to the past, but living in the cult of human behavior,where if one do a bad thing to us then we will just remember it for the rest of our lives.

To put in any way,we want to be successful in what we are doing, who doesn't? But what for? For pride? For the sake of dollars and sens? For your future well being? For fun? For life? Is life meaningful to stay up late in the office more than 9 hours a day? Is it worth of trying something new when we have the chance? I think that's what we been doing all these while? Waking up early in the morning, having a cup of coffee just to start our day a fresh new day, facing the world with all the guts in our heart.. we certainly deserves a nice reward to bind all these life style where we need to earn for a living just to ensure there's food on the table, life is all about ensuring that everything is alright! Well for some, life is just about to making money without caring others well being.

The purpose I came across this way of expressing my view is just too abstract to understand, my life lately requires changes from mentally to physically where I need to planned ahead or in a way "restructure" back my life to ensure that everything run well like water flowing nicely at the river, maybe there's a few bumper stickers along the way but I will try to managed it as soon it happen, I have to, no choice but to restructure back my life to make it well, perfect, well not perfect as in very but yea at least I try....

hugs,
redz

Lies

The moment we had together,
The experience we faced together,
The time we spent together,
Is just a waste when you throw rocks to my face,
The arrow that struck to my liver without knowing what's the effect/

Those lies you create is massive,
Those lies is truly your creation without a doubt you are a liar!

Beneath Those Smile

Life is pretentious when you come to relationship, sometimes a person can just pretend that everything's fine when comes to connection between the two lovers, but this idea of having a great couple is just too good to be true sometimes especially when you just feel like been floating over the rainbow and realized that you are in a good relationship. We used to say that, 'fight for what you want,and preserve something you really love', does this works with any relationship as well? Some of us just want to be in a better relationship, far from trouble and argument. This makes a relationship tough when comes knowing that the only way to make it happen is to keep your mouth shut and just follow with the current flow, like letting the water run free in the river without any barriers. I'm not an expert in relationship nor does I qualified to give any advice to those love birds out there who might read this, but sometimes you can see and sense that from the people around you that how much a person can change when comes to a relationship that you have volunteer to entered. WE changes through times and this changes has affected us in any way possible for us to feel the pinch when we gonna end it. Are we really being genuine to each other to actually push this far to commit in a relationship that are not sure where it's heading to? Are we being honest to each other when comes to the truth lies behind those smile? Or we just being pretentious so that the other person just wanna like us more?

A relationship is not just about the physical touch or being notice your presence, but its more like a emotional kinda of thing, which is hard to understand because this feeling is too ambiguous to be define, but somehow human manage to control and understand the whole concept of being in love and committed in a relationship, but what is important at the end of the day is whether this really happen to us or just we still pretend that it does happen, and sometimes we just forgot where has all this begun, whether we are being truthful to yourself and others, ask yourself whether is this for real? Are you ready to be committed in a relationship for as long as you gonna spent the rest of your life with that person that you might stop loving him or her one day? Or maybe this is just another Eat,Pray,Love moment where you wanna find yourself and just go on to inner search about what you truly want till one day you met the right him or her, then live happily ever after? Well life is not as easy as that, I thought. Even a marriage that last for 50 years can ended up with a divorce and this shows how human behavior can change through life and this again shows how they has suffers for the longest time ever, 50! Damn! So start find your true love and do not stop searching for love because love would not find you unless you start find it yourself, start with loving the most important person first! Yourself! With that things will come into places, with all that you will indeed live happily ever after, who doesn't want to live happily like Cinderella or Snow White? But perhaps who knows behind those smile of Cinderella, she might not be happy with her Prince, and that is a story to be changed, but only by that person itself!


luv,
redz

Today's Menu!

Our menu today...enjoy! =)

My favorite dish ever! Chicken cashew nut with plum sauce! I cooked..

A simple spinach with oyster sauce! Simple but healthy! 

Fish Sardine curry! My sister cooks it! 

Mee Tikus(weird name I know) but it taste awesome!!! 

Some malay delicacies! =)

love,

redz

To Shave Or NOT To Shave??

Have you been into a jungle? Have you been stuck in any bushes, ever before?

Well that's an awful feeling, isn't? So, a few days ago there's this one display in the net about this whole story about one of the weightlifters in the London 2012 games did not realized that her 'bushes' have been a huge phenomenon around the globe! When I'm saying bushes then it means her armpit hair, isn't that disgusting when we are saying about ladies armpit hair??!!!

For any ladies out there, it's a major issue to ensure that your armpit is clear from anything except for birth marks(which you cannot throw away). However, I was surprise to observed the gymnastic athletes especially man's gymnast was clearly has shave off their armpit hair....

So, what happen to the gender that suppose to be clean and tidy and not to mention free off from any hair that can humiliate them further??!!

Who Am I to judge this kind of behavior and if we go to the south Brazil where every single ladies there will get their special wax at any parts of their body, and they are well known for their Brazilian Wax! Well we do not to know what's down under,right?

Then looking back to those male model on the runaway or even when you flip the fashion magazines then you will see all these muscular male with hairless on their body! They just portrait themselves into the other version of male, which is the pretty male that made from rod steel! Kinda weird isn't? Male model has dominant over female model lately and people wanna see male model more on stage,rather than female! That's something which is shocking! People like David Beckam who looks HOT when he got the tattoo at his body but when you look at some girls who actually got a tattoo then it will turn ugly instead!

So, the battle of the sexes will never end I guess...but people just pretend that it never happens..LOL

p/s no pictures for this, so that I won't make any of my readers puke while reading this...=)

Shave Off GALS!
redz

Feast For the King!

The main course of our meal today, happy browsing guys...=)

Fried juicy lemon chicken! 

Fried fish with special thai sauce....

Spinach with sea weed =) 

Shall we start? 

luv

redz

My Favorite Songs

The song that just make me think about my life...

Attraversiamo

“Life is without meaning. You bring the meaning to it. The meaning of life is whatever you ascribe it to be. Being alive is the meaning.”- Joseph Campbell


The times has stated again when it's time to make your main choice and this choice is the main thing that gonna change your life entirely from top to toe! From A-Z! From nothing to something! From here to there! From fantasy to reality! 


But in all these fantasizing all these amazing dreams then its far too much too dream to far and without realizing it we just wasted our time in something that you might be saying it too early to deny that what you had chosen at the beginning was just so wrong! And that time you will say 'I should have listen to my mum/dad/my friends etc.' 


For some, too be dream of something to do in the future is a passion since we're small. But for some people it might be a scary thing to do, to dream and of course make it come true!


At one point, not all of us are fortune to have been born in silver wear family where dad's sending their kids to private schools and mum sends their daughters to ballet class, ended up to a spoil little brat who does not know anything about life and how life can treated you very difficult!

It's preposterous to go through a life without any hassle, and these kids should learn that dreams are not made off notes that has a person face on it! They should understand the whole meaning behind falling to the right places when comes to the reality!


There is this one old italian lady used to said that 'If you wanna see your dream, then you need to cross over', well attraversiamo do mean cross over in italian. So, sometimes we do need to take a little risk in doing something and by doing something we must make it a full swing, rather than half way doing it then quit! What I mean here is dream is to be made for us to fulfill our long desire, maybe for some of us dream can be differ in so many ways and for some it can be in terms of monetary or maybe properties, but think about desire of pride! See different people! Different cultures! And religions! Or maybe learn some new language that can just challenge you from all senses! It's something new and it might be one of your desire! Money can find anyway, but can one person define satisfaction? I think you, who read this can answer that very well! =)


So, let's cross over to a new revelation for the future by making your life a better place to stay for your generation to come..


Attraversiamo! 


ciao!


redz=)

Triumph to the Champs!

It's a long journey for all of us, Malaysian. We witness the most crucial event every single time we loss in a game that make us human being too arrogant and realized the value of competition.
It's not about the idea of be the most perfect person on earth but sometimes it's just being who you are and be proud of how you had made so far. The whole story starts when the whole nation freeze from anything and just watching the most crucial game ever, and it's not just a game but a game that make us came into tears and wonder whether its' our turn next?! Witnessed the event between national player, Datuk Lee Chong Wei and his rival, Lin Dan. It's like you are witnessing the whole event between Harry Potter and Lord Voldermort, Hang Tuah and Taming Sari, what else I could said it's the best game ever! The whole story about #DLCW that supposed to be abbreviation of Datuk Lee Chong Wei but somehow it give another meaning in the USA. So yeah, the game was all related to who gonna bring back the gold medal for the single's man final. And it last to the two man on earth that cannot deny at any moment that they are the best yet player ever!

Anyhow, back to the main point here, it's not about if you got the first place on earth or even you are the fastest person on the planet, it does not change a thing, because it will remain as history but one thing that sure remain is everyone is a champs regardless if we got the first place, second place or even the last place for that matter, it just does not depend on anything at all, because we are just the same, from the same roots of life, and our pathways might be different but we have the same thing everyone has, soul! strength! feelings!
So, what if we been defeated today? So, what if we been the second place tomorrow? So, what if we are the second on the row the following day? If we meant to be the second place then be it! Accept it! But your fans and god especially will always be your NO.1.

Gold wont be there for you forever and eventually money as well, but what is the reason behind all the pride if you do not feel happy?

Life is like roller coaster, maybe there's a reason why we on the second row, so that it gives us space and time to think about how to get the first row, but look at it as a kindness and generous gesture of being polite to let others get the first row,because our turn might be sooner or later and that time will be their time to reflect the same way.

p/s Congratulations to Datuk Lee Chong Wei, you had brilliantly make us,Malaysian proud of your compassion spirit in any way. There's no way we might repay you,but we'll always be there by yourside all the way!

redz

Perfect World

Have you ever wonder to wake up from a perfect dream and realized that everything you dream off is there right in front of your eyes!

The perfect family,
The perfect husband/wife,
The Aces son/daughter,
The perfect house at the hill,
The perfect job,
The perfect day,
The perfect life,
The perfect world!

AH! Dream! That's a wonderful life isn't? It's just perfect life without any trouble and worries about anything!
Shame that none of it happens to any of us, even the poor or neither the rich need to face a lots of trouble to survive on this planet, it's not an easy journey for any of us, perhaps we have the will power to run right now, but sooner later we might facing the sunset, where it's our turn to fall sick and face the god and that's whats count at the end of the day.

It's not about how much you learn in this amazing journey but it's about how you make it happen, maybe for some of us came from different backgrounds, different places might give us the vast of opportunity to shine but in some it might put us in the back row, and this shows not all of us is lucky to make it to the front! Cherish with your love ones and make it every single minute counts and remember its not all about yourself.

p/s- this is a message to myself as well, in reminding myself where I came from..

love,

redz

K-POP? Aikssss!

I was on the bus the other week, and I can't stop eavesdropped this two aunty, where they were talking one topic that I cannot believe myself, they were talking about drama! Well, this is not those normal drama of housewives or which B*^!(H steal my HUBBY! BUT they were talking about which actor is hot and which actor has the most cutest face! And I heard the name like Kim Sung Soo, Kim Hyun-Joong(well I do need to googled their name for the right spelling!).

Okay I got it! This whole phenomenon of Korean PoP(or what famous known as K-Pop culture) is a very famous indeed where most of the time when any Korean artist came down to Malaysia to stage a performance then the tickets is sold out! Without a doubt Malaysian enthusiasm about this whole K-Pop culture is overwhelm from young girls, boys, adults, aunties and even uncles as well.

Those adorable face, pinky lips, fantastic hair(even the guys' hair in the drama does not change at all!) and yet those sweet story line either about chasing after this one cute girl or maybe argued at the streets and then ended up carrying the girls back home, it's so typical!

C'mon! This whole culture of K-Pop has made our society mad! Everyone start to stare at their idol and just imagine how if they can actually meet their idol in person, or maybe worst still look like one of them! One of my friend who just came back from Seoul a few months ago and she told me that she had a hard time finding a guy on the street that looks like Daniel Henney(a korean born actor), and she said to her disappointment and she added that Malaysian Guys are lot better! LOL!

Its' not wrong for you to fancy on something, like myself, I love classical music(that's actually real music,if you ask me) and it just depends on our preference but just don't be too dramatic till you wanna follow their culture! Its their culture not ours! From their way of dressing, the hair,the face, and not to mention about some Korean names! Some of this malaysian fellow like to have their Korean nickname! Whats' that for??!!!
Again, who am I to judge? But just be yourself! Rather being someone else, and this goes back to our roots and our own culture and language.Be Proud to be Malaysian!

Peace
Redz

The Apple Pie

Mum..
The wife,the housewife, the mother,

Mum...
The cook, the cleaner, the inventor,

Inventor of what?
Of the apple pie that I always love to eat,

The taste, the moist of the apple, the sweet of the apple,
The feeling of happiness and pleasure when every time the crush of those bite inside my esophagus,
And this is the most amazing taste yet of apple pie and it's because of my Mum!

redz

What Should I Wear?

Knowing to wear for some people is good because you have the better sense then the rest that might struggle when comes to choose what to wear for a certain event...

I just went for one of the ensemble show done at KLPAC a few days ago, and to my expectation where this kind of place might looked like a fancy place to go but you know I might be wrong at some point.
To this kind of event we supposed to wear something which is decent, not too exquisite perhaps, and might be not too casual as well!

I was shocked when people turned up for this kind of event with flip-flops and shorts! C'mon people! This a good play of someone who we really respect and honor! Shouldn't we wear something appropriate for this kind of event!

Besides, that's not all when we're at a shopping mall and this, I tell you 'the' main place to show off whatever your crazy ideas and go "GAGA" for the main show off! Some will wear a dress! Like real dress from the late Alexander McQueen! Or some might wear like reallllllly shooort pants(I called it Minort, short form for mini shorts) and even putting up a singlet to make a great match out of it! Well, if you have those packs to show off , or even those legs or those curve then we(guys or girls) don't mind it either, but be honest guys! It's just inappropriate wearing something like that were kids will be around, it doesn't matter either you are not Malaysian or Asian to that matter, just wear something decent will you?

We are living in the world of 'brand those matter', it is just crucial in who are we wearing or which designer design our outfit! But not everyone is A-list celebrity and none of us will be in the cover of Hello! magazine as Lindsay Lohan does(well maybe for her drugs issue), we need to start wearing what comfortable and also what we can afford rather than killing of those credits and saving up those money to buy those expensive clothes from AX! or CK!(C'mon what's this about short-forming in today's brand, give a little bit of credit to the designer eh?).

So start wear decent and comfortable clothes at your own expenses! Be creative but not too aggressive!
And yet they said clothes can represent who you are as in personality wise, so wear nice people!

=)
redza

Dare To Dream

One, Two, Three.
The sound of thunder strikes again, and this is the sound of threatening,
Beyond imagination it behold the truth of any man's desire.

Four, Five,Six.
The sound of the wind blows through my hair, and give me the chill that any man can thought of,
Dare to dream, but not dare to do.

One, Two, Three.
The idea of being perfect man is when one take the challenge to make the dream come true!

redz

The Old Cabin

The current river flows towards the old cabin,
An old lady waiting at the cabin for her love one to return from a unpleasant war,
Those eyes, those wrinkles, those lips, those moment of truth.

The current river flows towards the old cabin,
Waits with deliberated and impulsive in every each heart beats,
Those time, those sacrifices awaits for the true love to return with no news.

The current river flows towards the old cabin,
Awaits for a true love to return finally into the hands of the one true love.

by

redz

The Point of Return

Have you ever feel like you ever not going to run away and moving on with the guilt you have in your heart that what you'd done in the past?  It's just too strong and makes you go crazy think about it day and night.

Knowing you cannot return to the past and make a change towards what you'd done before and this is the worst thing could happened that there would be some side effect to the things that had happen. We made mistake every single day but it doesn't mean we need to punish ourselves for being awful in the past, what's happened in the past should just stay in the past, but is this do exist? Do we intent to forget what occurred in the past and just move on happily?

Reality strike us when we sees that life is just full with surprises where when we did something awful in the past and it might came and hunt us down. Well it might happen to some of us and that's including me,I supposed.

I learned this lesson for a wise friend who told me that you cannot changed the past unless you confront the truth of not doing it again in the future, and that's how, we human learn, we learned from mistake. But some might tried to find the point of returning to the old plot and make a good thing out of the bad incident that happened before. For example call your mum to said that you're really sorry about what you said/did when you're 18 years old, because knowing you still adolescent and that point of stage. But who can blame us that time right?

The point is we don't have much time to say sorry to those people we lied/hurt/untruthful/dishonest, not in relationship wise. But in telling the truth about something that we scared of telling. To confront the real truth rather than hurting someone is a very awful experienced but that's human being reaction towards another human being, and this is how we get old and mature at some point in life, looking back at those years where we would regret for the rest of the life of wasted through doing so much sin(what kind of sin just depends then) but that's maybe you and god, and that big guy perhaps can understand much more rather than others would.

Its never too later to say you like someone, or missing someone, and don't wait till you go ill on your bed at the age of 87. And that time you would feel like an asshole who just counting his/her days to depart...

love

redz

Who Are You?

Have you ever asked yourself where'd you come from? Being who you are? A person that have two adorable parents and siblings and when you realized at one moment that this is just temporary?

Who are we? Homo sapien? Human being? Ape siblings?

One reached a conclusion that it's hard to tell where are we come from? and who are we?
But religious point of view is difinitely goes through whatever we wondering after all those science lesson from Charles Darwin about where we actually come from is just questionable by everyone. Hard to say when a human being can actually have the outrage thinking to do something out of this world for example saving lives, invented something or perhaps argued about something that they know it's worth fighting for!

Some play god! Who are we to play god? Are we god? Are we partially god? Well, religious point surely it's   a big NO! But however scientist would think the other way round, mostly we have a brain that can think gradually when we getting old and we can reached no limitless in anything we can do, except for death! I guess scientist cannot answer that question about when is our due date eventually!

Who we are? Is who you think you are! I think I don't belong on this planet sometimes but when I looked at those faces like my parents,family,friends...I'm guessing what would actually happen if I never exist, have you ever asked yourself about that? I do! I guess everyone does! Maybe half of those people I know would think the same way I do...

I guess life is all about being yourself and being truthful to your conscience that you followed. Sometimes when we get old and we learned about ourselves, it's hard to being a person who keep changing, but that's life in the real world. Everyday we keep learning about who we are and where do we belong. Why does god allowed us to see this such a incredible life and experienced this amazing feelings of being a human being!

Every single moment we breath into our trachea means a lot to us, we should just keep out mouth shut and being grateful all the time about who we are and accepting who we are now.

redz

Just Us Two

Should I open the window to let you enter?
Should I let you enter into my life?

Remember those days, those amazing days
We both took the night street
You stroll down the pathway and look amazing
Your smell and your dazzle eyes took my breath away
Every each nano in my body shakes while my body standing beside you
And that is YOU, my lovely shadow.

redza

Too Good To Be True!

'Missed those great moment when we were in Thailand'- my sister said earlier, and that just put my writing to this column.

Sometimes we never thought that what we did before can actually going to happen again or sometimes we rather neglect what we did at the past because we so caught up with what we're going now rather than what we had done before.

For some, it might be another history in our lives where we just face as a human being, snap some photos, keep those old tickets while u watched the movies with your love one(who doesn't do that?) and sometimes we even still remember when every time we do the same thing again because you know how much it means to us!

Life is short and sometimes it can be too good to be true that it does occurred to us without any doubt we were in those situation before. For example, you and your grand dad who recently past away and remembering those days when you spent with him just too keep him happy till the end of his final set in life. Once he's gone then you just thought he's still around and you fumble at moment when you thought he is still around in your life perhaps in your mind but not in physical presence. I know some when they read this they will ask and remembrance those who depart and still around and asked yourself, is this for real? If once gone then we will never see each other again? For sure? Or is it just temporarily?

Life is simple, be good to others and be good with our creator, the mighty god! It depends on who you believe but how about be good to yourself? Is that something you want to avoid? Because we only live once and only once.

Lies, frustration, fatigue, and struggle, this are among what we human face everyday and it keeps coming towards us every single time, and do not avoid them because they cannot be avoided. And I guess this what makes us stronger every moment we live and try our best to be the best but is this for real? I got few friends who doesn't know or maybe live in question mark when a question of life and death at whose position to judge? And some just living in a deniable and still searching for an answer for they queries. I guess every one does.....

To Be Continue...

Have A Dream? Or Crush Your Dream?

All men of action are dreamers.-James Huneker

Have you ever thought of doing something extraordinary and out of this world and being different from every single one in this planet? Oh! Well, I know a person who has a huge dream to change the entire world, that person is yours truly!
Everybody has a dream about doing something you ever wanted since you're child and knowing exactly that this was the right thing to do when comes to dream and future..
Perhaps some wants to make more money, inspire others in their work, perhaps try to impress their bosses so that they can get the position they dreamed for very long time, or maybe just want to have a loooooong holiday to ROME where you can experience the food or perhaps met someone special there, well back to reality shall we,
sometimes we just never realized that this dream never come that easy as one day when you woke up from your sleep then everything came knock to your door and said "this is your dream,take it".
Well life is not easy as that shall we said, tough!
Some wants to run away from reality, some instead wants to run into reality and out from fantasy.
So, which one is yours?
We never understand what we want can be never enough, homosapien never felt enough of having what they have(don't deny those who reading this, including me as well), we intend to work more harder to get more and this just eat us alive and make us a slave towards material issue and this has make the world a worst place to stay, imagined this you want to have a great career so that you can earned the big bucks! But how you gonna ripe it all out? Work 24/7 a week? Being a psycho I presumed, I understand you want to put food on the table for your family et cetera et cetera.....
But don't you think this is too much? We get caught with the world around us and trying so hard to make we around the world instead is not easy, what I'm trying to say here is when a person has dreams and ambition in something, they must learn to understand that life doesn't mean anything if we don't set priority on something which is more important, I know if you have a wonderful dream like got a great offer in Berlin to work there, well with all means GO! But how about your old and aging parents? You wanna leave them all alone? And you know they won't go and move there with you, because they are too tired, sometimes we, human beings in a dilemma(maybe more towards Asian) because we been grown up in a family that anything happened then family comes first but do you think that means we can't go for our dream?
Its hard to tell, and everyone of us have different stories to tell and based on this I guess this described how hard sometimes people making a decision on going for their dreams rather than going for save paid job monday till friday and worked from 9am till 6pm and sometimes on over time, so is this the live you wanna spent until you retired? Again human in dilemma when comes to this issue especially those with kids and parents still around.... I guess we need to derailed our dream till now...

dreams does comes true,
redz

Stupid Love

"You are for me, and we are meant to be together!"

Is that a normal line you heard when some guy/girl said it to you when they demurely in love with you or what. How many of us try this line? Perhaps some will try to improvised to make it more modern or poise towards romantic mode.I guess world is just full of fiction story where it doesn't really appeared in real life, and how many of us imagined to have the story liked juliet and romeo? or finn and rachel in GLEE? or maybe ross and rachel in FRIENDS? well maybe it doesn't go too confused in those fantasy land.
We want a real love story, experienced it one more time even though we been hurt by that person who we thought that we'll finish up at the end of the day. It's perplexed when a person involved in a rectangle love story especially when you love your friend and your friend actually loves another person, so is this real? Is this something you actually want? Or is this something we called "stupid love game" that been taking part by everyone and each person has a role to play on this stage of drama, as how I quoted from Heidi Klum,"one day you're in and one day you're out" and seriously is this really a game? For REAL?
I guess what I learned from this journey of love is that we don't quit even death is at the end of the tunnel well maybe not too dramatic as how I described but I guess you get what I mean....

p.s love is for all

red

steal your love

i realized that's much to say about how you feel to someone is indeed important, regardless if this is what you mean by love, someone can just say it to you without u feeling it or with you feeling deep inside. You know, and we know that love is just too hard to describe, once it strike then it will just be there for long, once it fades then it dies off. That's pretty much love all about. We live once, die once, but doesn't mean we love once? Well perhaps for some,but look at it at the bright side, human being has gifted a great creation of feelings and deep heart to realize what we feel. Humanity needs love, same goes to us. Think about it. Once you think about it,then you will wondering when your love will strike it back! Go steal your LOVE!!!

p/s this is you