Restructure

Nothing can happen between us without me not knowing that you do not belong with me anymore. Is this the end of it? Is this the beginning of something amazing? Yes, I know its maybe too late to go back to our old song and sing it out loud, but that's what you want, isn't?

Life is just simplest thing that we plan for it, but again who are we to put in anyway we like it? So far, I came across many people that just didn't have any goals or dreams in their life, but just they take it life to be simple, simple as in do the normal routines, without hesitate they continue to developed their living skills,ie with others.

To be that person who you wanna be for your love one is hard especially when you have double personalities- like one of my friend who appeared to be fine at work,mingle around,laugh around but instead at home he is another person, he don't feel comfortable with his own family, regardless any situation he just excluded himself from being part of the journey, well who are we to judge why he did such a thing? But isn't better for us to be forming into a better creature to our own flesh and blood, and putting all those silly stuff that happens in the past just back to the past, but living in the cult of human behavior,where if one do a bad thing to us then we will just remember it for the rest of our lives.

To put in any way,we want to be successful in what we are doing, who doesn't? But what for? For pride? For the sake of dollars and sens? For your future well being? For fun? For life? Is life meaningful to stay up late in the office more than 9 hours a day? Is it worth of trying something new when we have the chance? I think that's what we been doing all these while? Waking up early in the morning, having a cup of coffee just to start our day a fresh new day, facing the world with all the guts in our heart.. we certainly deserves a nice reward to bind all these life style where we need to earn for a living just to ensure there's food on the table, life is all about ensuring that everything is alright! Well for some, life is just about to making money without caring others well being.

The purpose I came across this way of expressing my view is just too abstract to understand, my life lately requires changes from mentally to physically where I need to planned ahead or in a way "restructure" back my life to ensure that everything run well like water flowing nicely at the river, maybe there's a few bumper stickers along the way but I will try to managed it as soon it happen, I have to, no choice but to restructure back my life to make it well, perfect, well not perfect as in very but yea at least I try....

hugs,
redz