Truth and Lies About Us #chapter 2 of Something That You And Me Are Meant To Be..

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"I don't think I can stand this anymore, it's just too painful for me...", said Melanie.

"So, you wanna give up on us??",cried Max.

"Give up?? I'm not the one who sleeps around,for god sake!Max, I'm trying to put a wedding and you can actually sleeps with my closes friend?? Is that you called 'Give Up' , and Max please see the truth that there's nothing for us, nothing for you and me to be fix with. Nothing!",

"Please Melanie, give us another chance, I admit I screwed it up..."

"You indeed screwed up big time, you know how much you mean to me, and how much my dad always underestimated you, but I kept telling my dad how wonderful he gonna be for me as MY husband...and now there's nothing for me to stand upon to give you or perhaps us another chance, you have my words and now you brake it into thousands of pieces, and it just make me so hurt....",with that the sound of the train arose and it just brakes the whole nightmare that Melanie has thought of during this wee hours. She's hesitated whether this is the right thing to do, left her life back in Munich and starting on her journey to find herself, well some of her friends called it a "Eat,Pray,Love" moment but for here it's much liked a "Stupid,Dumb,Sick" moment, because she's completely hopeless, self defenseless when comes to be alone, she used to be with the Mr.Knows it all and this is the problem, when she had her last trip to a small island in Lugano,southern part of Switzerland with Max last summer, Max was the one handled everything from the hotel to places to visit and this just makes her feel relieved because she doesn't need to do a thing, ain't that good for anyone, right? But this what happens when you broke off and you are stranded on your own without any back up plan, after so long they been together, here she is, all alone and going off to start on her discovery of new places all by herself! 

           The truth about her life is....she's scared, scared of facing her world all alone, to the fact that nobody wants to be all alone in this world. But Melanie has described her life as systematic, she even planned for her wedding in advanced since she saw the diamond ring in Max's drawer(man doesn't know better places to keep a huge secret, regardless pornographic materials). The fact that she's ahead on her life, to have the life she's been dreaming off, she has successful job in a advertising line in Munich and she's ready to quit her job to be with her man of her dreams. Yet, this has become a nightmare, since then she learned to make a back up plan, or maybe she planned to write a book for other women that faced the same situation with her and perhaps she called it; "The Women who Knows It ALL But Still Screwed Up"- that will be wonderful and this can be a true inspirational to all! Here she is, thinking too way ahead of her, and yet she haven't start on her amazing journey, and she got three months to prove to herself that she can be happy, "How can I do it in three months?", "Can I be truly happy?"- she's asking herself this question again and again. But no one seems having the answer for that. 

          It's almost 9.59 pm at her watch, Melanie just looking outside the window and glazed at the vision of night that just going to be dull and yet quiet the rest of the journey. She put her sacks on her seat beside her, it's almost 10.00 pm, the train should make a move any second, and she doubt whether there would be any one sitting beside her, it's good because she just would like to avoid any distraction,being anyone who wants to chit chat, seriously the cheerful Melanie has transformed to a rather quiet and inactive Melanie, and this is something she did because she just wanna be all on her own until....... 

"Is this seat taken Miss??",said by a young gentleman to Melanie.

to be continued...