Its Been A While..

i know...i know...i know....
its been a while...since the last time i updated my blog,its been a crazy year in 2009 and 2010...holidays..college...exams...failures...relationship...working experiences...and just too much to say..but just make it short, im waiting for my result and hoping that it will turned well, now im working,and im currently staying in KL for the time being,im really tired of being the old redza,which always pessimistic,thinking all the awkward stuff i been doing, and sometimes my failure in everything has just affect my emotions, im still the old redza sometimes when i look at back on what i had done.but im different in the sense of controlling my feelings.im no longer following my feelings and without thinking on what should i do...
sometimes im being curious about life...how life can be so meaningful...my parents are old and im turning old...and time flies so fast..people come and go...i gain new friends and i loss friends...life is liked a battle field...well look at it..its a battle field...and its strong and vivid and vivacious one...the wind blow so strong till i can stand still i will just follow the flow...but i must be versatile...and think about others...and im afraid others wont accept me on how i am...and im scared if they looked down on my weakness and flawless...im just a normal guy who wish to have a better future and wants everything to be perfect....but nothing is perfect after all...
therefore...redza is back...and i know..and i know...its been a while...


sign off