A Thin Line

I was there, that time when there was the moment for us to remember, we cherish those moment that might never re-visited us for a long distance of time, and here we are looking outside waiting for the right moment to come to just telling the whole world that you want your old life back, how much you missed those people you've lost along the way, how much you hated to be alone while it's raining outside, a mug of nescafe wouldn't cure the event in your heart because you know that you will forever has this lump in your throat and your heart just stop functioning to the time when you realized for us to move on to the next phase of life.

You and Me, we just in this line where we choose to go, and this line can never be broken unless if you choose to. But this society of heart is just too hard to resit the temptations to said how much I miss our old conversation back in the old days, how much those time has grown us apart and make us a better human being for now where it belongs.

Those perplexed moment we had, was just memorizing and those line we said its simply untouchable by anyone to my mind, this whole sub-conscious of mine is just for now to remember and no more to be in mind as long as we shall behave well in our own spaces, and this has thus created a thin line between us, and it will be broken one day, and that time you are like a bird ,free to go from my circle of life when it's the right time for the both of us..

redz

Restructure

Nothing can happen between us without me not knowing that you do not belong with me anymore. Is this the end of it? Is this the beginning of something amazing? Yes, I know its maybe too late to go back to our old song and sing it out loud, but that's what you want, isn't?

Life is just simplest thing that we plan for it, but again who are we to put in anyway we like it? So far, I came across many people that just didn't have any goals or dreams in their life, but just they take it life to be simple, simple as in do the normal routines, without hesitate they continue to developed their living skills,ie with others.

To be that person who you wanna be for your love one is hard especially when you have double personalities- like one of my friend who appeared to be fine at work,mingle around,laugh around but instead at home he is another person, he don't feel comfortable with his own family, regardless any situation he just excluded himself from being part of the journey, well who are we to judge why he did such a thing? But isn't better for us to be forming into a better creature to our own flesh and blood, and putting all those silly stuff that happens in the past just back to the past, but living in the cult of human behavior,where if one do a bad thing to us then we will just remember it for the rest of our lives.

To put in any way,we want to be successful in what we are doing, who doesn't? But what for? For pride? For the sake of dollars and sens? For your future well being? For fun? For life? Is life meaningful to stay up late in the office more than 9 hours a day? Is it worth of trying something new when we have the chance? I think that's what we been doing all these while? Waking up early in the morning, having a cup of coffee just to start our day a fresh new day, facing the world with all the guts in our heart.. we certainly deserves a nice reward to bind all these life style where we need to earn for a living just to ensure there's food on the table, life is all about ensuring that everything is alright! Well for some, life is just about to making money without caring others well being.

The purpose I came across this way of expressing my view is just too abstract to understand, my life lately requires changes from mentally to physically where I need to planned ahead or in a way "restructure" back my life to ensure that everything run well like water flowing nicely at the river, maybe there's a few bumper stickers along the way but I will try to managed it as soon it happen, I have to, no choice but to restructure back my life to make it well, perfect, well not perfect as in very but yea at least I try....

hugs,
redz

Lies

The moment we had together,
The experience we faced together,
The time we spent together,
Is just a waste when you throw rocks to my face,
The arrow that struck to my liver without knowing what's the effect/

Those lies you create is massive,
Those lies is truly your creation without a doubt you are a liar!

Beneath Those Smile

Life is pretentious when you come to relationship, sometimes a person can just pretend that everything's fine when comes to connection between the two lovers, but this idea of having a great couple is just too good to be true sometimes especially when you just feel like been floating over the rainbow and realized that you are in a good relationship. We used to say that, 'fight for what you want,and preserve something you really love', does this works with any relationship as well? Some of us just want to be in a better relationship, far from trouble and argument. This makes a relationship tough when comes knowing that the only way to make it happen is to keep your mouth shut and just follow with the current flow, like letting the water run free in the river without any barriers. I'm not an expert in relationship nor does I qualified to give any advice to those love birds out there who might read this, but sometimes you can see and sense that from the people around you that how much a person can change when comes to a relationship that you have volunteer to entered. WE changes through times and this changes has affected us in any way possible for us to feel the pinch when we gonna end it. Are we really being genuine to each other to actually push this far to commit in a relationship that are not sure where it's heading to? Are we being honest to each other when comes to the truth lies behind those smile? Or we just being pretentious so that the other person just wanna like us more?

A relationship is not just about the physical touch or being notice your presence, but its more like a emotional kinda of thing, which is hard to understand because this feeling is too ambiguous to be define, but somehow human manage to control and understand the whole concept of being in love and committed in a relationship, but what is important at the end of the day is whether this really happen to us or just we still pretend that it does happen, and sometimes we just forgot where has all this begun, whether we are being truthful to yourself and others, ask yourself whether is this for real? Are you ready to be committed in a relationship for as long as you gonna spent the rest of your life with that person that you might stop loving him or her one day? Or maybe this is just another Eat,Pray,Love moment where you wanna find yourself and just go on to inner search about what you truly want till one day you met the right him or her, then live happily ever after? Well life is not as easy as that, I thought. Even a marriage that last for 50 years can ended up with a divorce and this shows how human behavior can change through life and this again shows how they has suffers for the longest time ever, 50! Damn! So start find your true love and do not stop searching for love because love would not find you unless you start find it yourself, start with loving the most important person first! Yourself! With that things will come into places, with all that you will indeed live happily ever after, who doesn't want to live happily like Cinderella or Snow White? But perhaps who knows behind those smile of Cinderella, she might not be happy with her Prince, and that is a story to be changed, but only by that person itself!


luv,
redz

Today's Menu!

Our menu today...enjoy! =)

My favorite dish ever! Chicken cashew nut with plum sauce! I cooked..

A simple spinach with oyster sauce! Simple but healthy! 

Fish Sardine curry! My sister cooks it! 

Mee Tikus(weird name I know) but it taste awesome!!! 

Some malay delicacies! =)

love,

redz

To Shave Or NOT To Shave??

Have you been into a jungle? Have you been stuck in any bushes, ever before?

Well that's an awful feeling, isn't? So, a few days ago there's this one display in the net about this whole story about one of the weightlifters in the London 2012 games did not realized that her 'bushes' have been a huge phenomenon around the globe! When I'm saying bushes then it means her armpit hair, isn't that disgusting when we are saying about ladies armpit hair??!!!

For any ladies out there, it's a major issue to ensure that your armpit is clear from anything except for birth marks(which you cannot throw away). However, I was surprise to observed the gymnastic athletes especially man's gymnast was clearly has shave off their armpit hair....

So, what happen to the gender that suppose to be clean and tidy and not to mention free off from any hair that can humiliate them further??!!

Who Am I to judge this kind of behavior and if we go to the south Brazil where every single ladies there will get their special wax at any parts of their body, and they are well known for their Brazilian Wax! Well we do not to know what's down under,right?

Then looking back to those male model on the runaway or even when you flip the fashion magazines then you will see all these muscular male with hairless on their body! They just portrait themselves into the other version of male, which is the pretty male that made from rod steel! Kinda weird isn't? Male model has dominant over female model lately and people wanna see male model more on stage,rather than female! That's something which is shocking! People like David Beckam who looks HOT when he got the tattoo at his body but when you look at some girls who actually got a tattoo then it will turn ugly instead!

So, the battle of the sexes will never end I guess...but people just pretend that it never happens..LOL

p/s no pictures for this, so that I won't make any of my readers puke while reading this...=)

Shave Off GALS!
redz

Feast For the King!

The main course of our meal today, happy browsing guys...=)

Fried juicy lemon chicken! 

Fried fish with special thai sauce....

Spinach with sea weed =) 

Shall we start? 

luv

redz