BLOODY dream....

It's like you get back your life and reumenarated from your wildess dream ever by checking if ever your dream becomes true. MY dream was all over the place written in red crimson Blood,scary yet merely coincidence in reality where all I dreamt was a cover of a newspaper full with Blood and it's a bad sign of someone will die or someone will get killed. James Patterson mentioned the idea of crime will never ever stopped even the last human being stand on this planet will think of blood as a major idea of dying...

Get into a place with a full loaded gun and just randomly choose anyone to take their life,that's what was happening in Oslo,Norway, where 92 peole were killed and 94 were injured. How was this happening? A guy get around and just shoot everyone and he doesn't have the intention or either motive doing so, it's like a solving a puzzle when you talk about criminal minds, they are just illusive in nature and full with bloods when it comes to crime situation. No one likes to see blood, a parents while in the car driving back to their respective kampung will be closing their little ones sides from seeing those accidents occurence or worst still bloods on the road side or not to mention some pieces of body parts that scattered here and there. It's relevant when someone just faint whenever they seen such thing but how about those who working as a CSI team or perhaps working in the mourn room where looking at those innocent human that won't want to know that their body been slashed from head to toe. There are some people who can do that and some people who can actually stand all the horror situation when comes to human bodies without a soul and seeing blood is just a beginning for it.

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IT ALL ENDS!

"The Boy Who Lived" is one of the most crazy lines that been said by all those BIG FANS of Harry Potter since the first edition of this book that came out in the year of 1999. Since then it has become one of the best film yet and the best book series by kids and not to forgotten adults too. Well I'm not a movie critics but I'm ONE of those dying fans of harry potter since the philosopher's stone till the end of its saga which came out in cinema as the deathly hallows. This movie is just the ending of what we should liked it to be,where here must survived and they lived happily ever after,well its not easy to get that far. In this book or perhaps in this movie I should say, its the end of what we're waiting for, its the battle between the good and evil. There will be only one man standing at the end of this battle(and it must be the cute and strong hero,ofcourse) the whole idea of Harry Potter of finding the secret of his past is finally came to reveal where he will know everything he supposed to know but some supposed to be kept as secret but if he wished to knock "He Who Must Not Be Named" or "You-Know-Who"....lol then he must know it very well about all of the main idea of this things might work by knowing he need to vanished all the hocruxes and getting the elderly wand from "You-Know-Who" and kill him once and for all then everything will come to an end. I should say I cannot compared this movie acted by Daniel Radcliffe as the Boy Who Lived and side-by-side with his great companion Emma Watson as the brilliant Miss Hermione Granger which finally fall in love with their another counter part Rupert Grint as the charming Ron Weasley...

For those out there, I will asked you not to miss this movie because this is THE best movie ever to watch of this year...and liked I said IT ALL ENDS!!!!!!! SO AVADA KEDAVRA!!!!!!!

July

JULY!! Finally its already middle of the month, I dont really remember the last time when I'm feeling so happy to be in this situation, but looking at it where this is a huge month for myself which I will turning 22!! My dad's surgery when well....my studies when well....my life to put in one word can be almost "Perfect", well no one is perfect for that matter. But in my situation I must admit that I'm being very different well compared to before where I'm certainly changing to become a better person. Yeah!! I hope this is my new birthday resolution, "to be better". MY Best Friend, Preeya is coming back home soon....CANT WAIT to meet with her,so many stories to share and to make things nice she's going to celebrate MY birthday together....LIKE OLD DAYS! Its been awhile I didn't called her or text her, she's having her time of her life in Indonesia there, just glad for her that she can enjoyed her time there, as for me with my normal life well not to say normal maybe I should put it as challenging and yet FUN! My adrenaline to do the things that I like such as teaching my students is just keep rolling. Yeah! Did I told you guys,readers that I'm actually teaching at a tuition centre for UPSR,PMR and SPM level. Its fun! But yet tiring but I enjoy doing it though...Well its a HUGE month and I just can't wait for MY big day!! It will be great!=)

Life

Life and death is just beyond our duty, some will deny this even if they do not want to get old and live the life that they do not wish to live. It is sad but rather cruel when life is always unpredictable, life is just between us and god. Yeah! Who were those who believe that life is just to work and eat and get things done the way it supposed to be, then it is absolutely wrong. Life is more than that. Life is meaningful for some, and perhaps does not mean anything on the contrary. It depends on how we look at it from our point of view. It is rather vague to say that life is so dry when we actually do not live in anything rather than lies and denial. Look around you, and see those who work very hard just to get their end of month wages. Look at those who want to survive by working around the clock just to get the essential food for their kids at home. Some never realised this and maybe some just do not want to think about this at all. What is the main purpose of us living on this planet? Is it for life and death? Or rather try everything that does not give any boundary for us to do (not committing a crime of course), maybe travel to the wonderful Italy and give a try for the best pizza in Naples or perhaps try sky diving to challenge your courage to do something crazy and wild.
Some people believe that life is just to get marry and not to mention about having kids, this to ensure that our genes for each person or family can be inheritance, this is the problem here. Imagine if a guy or may be a girl who actually do not want to get marry and enjoy their single life but little did they know that they need to get marry one day. This cause by the conservative parents who believed that their kids must continue up giving their gens to the following future. But imagine this, people with a high qualification and those who have a professional background are highly the one who will ending up single forever. Some argued that they are too choosy and some argued that they cannot find the suitable partner. Life is so funny and weird. People just want to be happy and they thought that they can always stay happy forever after. Well, face the fact, we all going to get old one day and we all will eventually die one day. There is no question about if we can be happy or not, it is just depends on us how we draw our life line. It is rather daunting to face the fact of life. Some maybe were born in a rich family and some will be born in a home-racking-family where both parents might abusing their kids and just be selfish about the whole temptation of life.
I met one of my close friends the other day, and at my surprised she’s going to get marry. Out of sudden, right? She told me she cannot live single forever and she needs a husband. I was speechless, she is so young and she has so many things to learn and to explore about the world and she is going to give it all and just settle at home as a full time housewife at the age of 22!! Gosh. This is amazing. And so crazy. Imagine what my friend keep telling me that she wants a husband at that age, how about those who like 45 years old and still looking for the right one? And by the way, my friend been set up with this one guy that she herself did not know about but she did not hesitate on accepting the offer of marriage by that guy. Life is so unpredictable again. Life is meaningful but rather weird when you just want to give it all just to have a family. Look people, those out there who have huge dreams, maybe becoming a surgeon like those in Grey’s Anatomy or maybe become a Broadway star and just unleash your talent and your amazing ideas to the whole world to see can be a good start for a wonderful life. Does not matter if you are at the right side where others think you are not, but look at it as you are living the life you ever wanted. And if this you choose to live then maybe this is how you should continue doing it. I wish this article can inspire hundreds of people out there to go after their dreams and live the life they ever want it to be. Just be yourself in every aspect and finish whatever you had start and never ever say NO to yourself even though others might think it’s weird on what you are doing. As long what you’re doing is right and you’re happy with it, then no question about that.

New hairdo for 2011...

2011!!!! New Year!! New Shirt!! New Pants!! and Must have NEW HAIR!! lol. not really new, I just like it simple and tidy, took this picture this afternoon...enjoy the face expression...

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Its Been A While..

i know...i know...i know....
its been a while...since the last time i updated my blog,its been a crazy year in 2009 and 2010...holidays..college...exams...failures...relationship...working experiences...and just too much to say..but just make it short, im waiting for my result and hoping that it will turned well, now im working,and im currently staying in KL for the time being,im really tired of being the old redza,which always pessimistic,thinking all the awkward stuff i been doing, and sometimes my failure in everything has just affect my emotions, im still the old redza sometimes when i look at back on what i had done.but im different in the sense of controlling my feelings.im no longer following my feelings and without thinking on what should i do...
sometimes im being curious about life...how life can be so meaningful...my parents are old and im turning old...and time flies so fast..people come and go...i gain new friends and i loss friends...life is liked a battle field...well look at it..its a battle field...and its strong and vivid and vivacious one...the wind blow so strong till i can stand still i will just follow the flow...but i must be versatile...and think about others...and im afraid others wont accept me on how i am...and im scared if they looked down on my weakness and flawless...im just a normal guy who wish to have a better future and wants everything to be perfect....but nothing is perfect after all...
therefore...redza is back...and i know..and i know...its been a while...


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I'm Back!

WOW!!
Almost 2 months I didnt update my blog, was so busying with my life...
What am i up to now?? Im working now at hospital fatimah, well alot of my friends thought it will be something to do with medical thingy, but its not, I'm in the IT dept. just helping along about the connection of PC in the hospital. Quite a different job though, but its a good experienced for me to have an job experienced for my future..
All my colleagues here are very nice to me, and I get long with them quite well though..
But I'm just a part-time guy not full time, so have to get ready to go out anytime if they find a new person for replacing me..
I just got back from InteYo Leadership Traning Camp which been held in Adeline's Rest House,Gopeng, Four words....Amazing, and Simply Irresistable.
This LC0409 was more happening than LC0308, but still the sweet memories just sweap away, all the activities and all the sweet things that happened just so hard to forget, for me I had assisted a group which was called Ultimate-5...I was partned with Yuen Si, new comer for our Facis Team, they are so many things that had happened during the camp and I cant start from where..because their's are so many things to say and just so little time to say...
If you guys wanna know more what happened view my InteYo blog, I will write the complete thing there....
Oh,yea Im thinking of continue studying soon but not sure when ...
I felt abit upset because alot of my friends are going to continue study, Preeya told me she will be having exams next month and IF she past that exam then she can go to Indonesia to do her dream course which is "vert"...she is an animal lover,so I'm quite upset now but what can I do more with it?? Right???



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